Inside information: CRUSH was written in the middle of '02...never revised. Copyrighted in '02. I chose fans to be in the story, and made them as characters. It took me a month to complete.

CRUSH: 2002 interracial novel
20 chapters: Rated R for language and violence

CRUSH SOUNDTRACK
Songs featured in the story
1. Mariah Carey - Without you
2. Nelly - Work it
3. Nsync - Up against the wall
4. Nsync - Pop
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CRUSH
© Shona 2002
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Crush (Chapter 20)

Two weeks later (School is back)

Justin quickly slipped on his shoes and grabbed his set of keys, heading towards the bedroom door. "Wait. Where the hell do you think you're going? It's five in the morning." Alexia spoke angrily as she followed behind him.

"I already told you. I have to meet Michelle at her school in Tulsa. I'm already late. And you're not making things any better. I'll be back around five." he pulled the front door open.

"You're not going anywhere." she grabbed a hold to his arm, and pulled him further in the house.

"What the hell...is your problem?" he turned to face her, snatching his arm away. "I'm GOING AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT THAT! I GAVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED, NOW...I HAVE TO LEAVE!" he yelled.

"What? YOU THINK THIS IS ALL ABOUT SEX?! YOU GAVE ME WHAT I WANTED?! SEX IS NOT WHAT I WANTED! I WANT YOU! THAT'S WHO I WANT!" she corrected. "I don't want you to leave. You're always leaving me. You've been gone for TWO MONTHS, due to tour, now you're flying out of town again. That's not fare at all, Justin." she lowered her voice as she could feel the tears building up in her system.

"Look...it's not like I'm gonna be gone for long. Half a day. That's all. I'll be back before you know it." he tried to comfort her, slowly wrapping his arms around her.

"You don't get it do you?!" She broke from his embrace. "IT'S NOT ALL ABOUT THAT!" tears poured down her cheeks. "IT'S THE THINGS YOU DO! YOU'RE QUICK TO DO SOMETHING FOR LISA OR MICHELLE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO ME...YOU TAKE YOUR DAMN TIME! IT'S NOT THE SAME ANYMORE! YOU'VE CHANGED!" she sniffled, and wiped underneath her diluted eyes.

"It's not like you haven't changed either. I CHANGED BECAUSE YOU CHANGED!" He raised his voice.

"OH...SO IF I JUMP OFF A BUILDING, YOU'D DO THE SAME THING?!" he hesitated to speak. "I THOUGHT SO! ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS YOUR DAMN SELF, AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE! GO! LEAVE, GOD DAMNIT!" she pushed him out the door. "AND I WON'T BE HERE WHEN YOU GET BACK!"

"Lex..." she slammed the door shut, and locked it. "Shit."

"MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE WITH MICHELLE SINCE SHE'S MORE IMPORTANT!" she yelled behind the door.
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"Hey, Michelle." a friend of hers jogged up towards her. "Please tell me that wasn't you AT the concert with Nsync." she chuckled, and proceeded towards the front entrance of the school.

"Why? Did you see it?"  she ran in front of her.

"Of coarse I did. And I saw you on stage performing with them. How in the hell did you get on stage? I mean...a few weeks ago...you were telling me how much you wanted to meet them and...as soon as I turn my back...there you are...on stage singing with them. Unbelievable." she rolled her eyes playfully.

"That wasn't me. I think you were seeing things."

"Huh?" she held a confused look.

"It must have been someone who looked like me." she stared at her strangely.

"But...you were wearing the bracelet I bought for you birthday gift. That one." she pointed to the bracelet wrapped around her wrist. Michelle sighed and held her head down.

"Alright. You caught me. Yeah...it was me, BUT...you can't tell anyone. I don't want everyone following me...asking me questions." they entered the building and headed down the hall. "I do have a record deal with Jive. I supposed to be doing a duet with Justin on his album. Well I already recorded it with him."

"I cannot believe you actually KNOW Nsync personally." she spoke surprisingly.

"Lower your voice." she warned.

"Where were you for the whole summer? I called your house but you weren't there. Your mother said you were at your aunt's house which I know she was lying about."

"Well...I was at my aunt's house for the first week of summer, than...I got a call from Lynn, Justin's mother. She said she had gotten my demo and that she wanted to meet me. So I flew all the way to Orlando to her house. I stayed there for the remainder of the summer. Um...I went on tour with the guys for two months, and after tour...I went back to Lynn's house for a week, then...came back home for school. I know I'm gonna have to start taking home school when my album comes out. Just for safety purposes."

"Cool." she nodded. "So can I like be on tour with you whenever you start touring?"

"Of coarse. You're my best friend." she rested her arm on her shoulder. "I just hope no one recognizes me."

"Hey. Aren't you that girl who was on stage with Nsync in Kentucky?" a girl approached her. She held her head down and scratched her forehead in frustration.

"On the count of three, we run. One...two...three." they both took off running down the hall. Michelle looked back to see a group of people running after them. "Shit. We have to get to a class quick." the first bell had rung, indicating first period to start. "Hey...I'll see you later. I'm going to my first hour class. Bye."

"Bye." they both ran separate ways.
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"Alright. Michelle Hill. Your next. Come to the front of the class and tell us what you did for the summer." Michelle stood up and headed towards the front area of the class. She turned to face the class, and brushed a few strains of hair behind her ear.

"Um...what I did for the summer. Well...first...let me introduce myself. My name is Michelle Nicole Hill, and I'm from here, of coarse. I love to sing, write, play the guitar, and go shopping with my friends. I spent the first summer at my aunt's house. Um...I got a call from Lynn, Justin Timberlake's mother. She was telling me that she got my demo tape that I sent her a few months ago. She liked me so she asked me to come down to Orlando to meet her and her son. So...I flew down there and met the whole gang of Nsync. Including their beautiful girlfriends. Justin was very nice. He asked me to do a duet with him on his first solo album. So for you Nsync fans...check me out on the album. Um...Joey he's dating this lady name Katrina who I think is totally awesome. Alexia, Justin's fiancé is also cool. We hung out most of the time." she paused. "Uh...Kelsey, Lance's girlfriend was also nice. Jamie, JC's girlfriend was the bomb. That girl wasn't afraid to speak her mind, and I like hanging around people like that. Um...oh and Katelyn, Chris's girlfriend was also cool, but she was more the calm type. I'm not saying anything is wrong about that. Any way...I went on tour with the guys. I was their opening act in Kentucky. Boy, I was nervous, but Lance comforted me and told me everything was going to be okay. And...everything WAS okay." she gazed at all of the students who listened to her closely. "You guys are probably think I'm lying, so...for proof. I decided to bring a guest with me today. I'm not gonna be finishing public school, due to a few problems. I know when my first album come out...there are a lot of people that are gonna be driving me crazy, so...I'm gonna start taking private lessons at home starting next week. Any way...I wanna introduce my friend to you guys, but you have to promise that you won't go crazy. He has his bodyguards with him in case you guys go insane. Um..." she focused in on the door. "You could come out now." everyone paid their close attention on the door. Slowly, it flew open and Justin Timberlake entered the room. Everyone held bemused looks. The girls began screaming and jumping out of their seats. "Hey, Justin." he embraced her in a hug.

"Hey. I almost didn't come." he chuckled, and focused in on the students. "Hey, everyone." he waved at them as they continued going crazy.
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Anna sat on the sofa, talking with Sarah and Lance. "Lance knows better. If I was to snitch on him...he would get so upset." Sarah spoke, gazing at Lance.

"You always try to get me in trouble. Just like that day we were in the pool. This was when I was staying with Justin, JC, and Lynn. Any way...she called up my girlfriend and told her that I was cheating on her. I didn't know that she did this. So when my girlfriend came to the house, she greeted me with a slap on the face. I'm like...what the hell did I do?" Sarah sat there laughing her head off. "She's cruel at some points."

"Yeah. And so are you. Ahahaha." she continued laughing.

The doorbell rung throughout the house. "I'll get it." Lance stood up and jogged up towards the front door, instantly pulling it open and focusing in on Alexia. "Hey. What's up?" she smiled sincerely.

"Nothing much. Kelsey here?"

"Yeah. She's upstairs in the room. You could go up there if you want." he stood aside and allowed her to walk in the house.

"Thanks." he closed the door, and entered the living room. Alexia headed up the stairs, and knocked on Kelsey's door. A few seconds later, the door flew open and there stood Kelsey.

"Hey, girl. What's up?"

"Nothing much." she entered the room, and closed the door. "You wouldn't believe what Justin said to me. We got into this huge argument this morning. He went to Tulsa this morning for Michelle's show in tell project, and he's supposed to be back home around five this evening. I'm thinking about setting him up. He's always thinking about his dick. I'm gonna show him."

Later on

Justin was startled by a door. He quickly glimpsed at his clock, and sat up. "That better be Alexia. Where the hell is she?" he threw on his robe, and exited the room, jogging down the stairs and approaching the front door. He unlocked it and pulled it open to focus in on a familiar person. "Um...hey. What are you doing here?" he tightened his robe together.

"I...came here to talk to you." he held a strange look.

"Okay. Um...come in." he stood aside and allowed her to enter the house. "Where's Joey?" Viviana took a seat on the sofa and crossed her leg over the other.

"He should be home. I dunno." he took a seat on the sofa and held his head down. "Were you sleeping? I didn't mean to wake you."

"No. I should be getting up any way so I could start dinner. I'm waiting for Alexia to show. I haven't seen her since this morning. Um...do you think you know where she is?" she shrugged her shoulders.

"I'm clueless just as you. Maybe she's at the agency taking a few pictures or something." she assured.

"Hmm. Probably. Any way...what did you want to talk about?" he gazed in her eyes.

"Um..." she looked up to peer in his blue eyes. "I wanna talk about US." he held a baffled look. "I mean...Justin...you know I liked you since I was a little kid, and...you never gave me the time of day." he rolled his eyes and looked away.

"Not this again. Why is everyone so hooked on me? I'm no one. Seriously. Viv...you know it's impossible for us to get together. First of all...you're Joey's lil sister, and you KNOW how he is when it comes to boys. He's too over protective over you, and I can't allow some chick's brother on my case all the time. Second...I don't feel the same way for you. I'm in love with Alexia. You haven't noticed that? If you did...then you would have thought twice about asking me out. You should've did this a long time ago...before I met Alexia. Well before I got with her."

"Well...I would have but...I was afraid you wouldn't feel the same way for me. I didn't want to look stupid."

"Well it wouldn't hurt to try." he paused, and held his head down. "It's too late for that now. I'm getting married to Alexia and she's having my child. So you and I are definitely OUT of the question. I mean...you are very beautiful...inside out. But...just like I said." she held her head down, and bit the bottom of her lip as she thought of a few things. The doorbell went off. "I'll be back." he stood up and headed towards the door. He unbarred it, and slowly pulled it open to focus in on someone he wasn't expecting at all. "What the hell? Britney Spears? What are you doing here?" he held a shocked look.

"Um...Justin...I want you. I need you and...I couldn't keep it in much longer. I HAD to tell you." he backed away as she moved in closer to him.

"No. No...stop. Don't come any closer. What is up with you women nowadays? Is it "Love Justin Day"? I am NOT attracted to you at all. So I advise you to leave...now."

"No. Not until you give me a chance to show you how much I love you." she jumped on him, allowing him to tumble to the floor. She begin kissing everywhere she could find. "I love you Justin, and...we belong together."

"NOOOOO! STOP! PLEASE! GET OFF ME!" he yelled.

"What the hell is going on in here?" Alexia asked, standing by the front door. He looked up to gaze at her.

"Oh...thank God you're here. Get this crazed woman off me. She's crazy." Britney stood up, and brushed her clothes down. "Lex, baby...please. Tell these women I don't want them and...that I hate them, because...they won't stop bothering me." he begged. "Tiffani...Jenna...the fans." he began to cry. "Viv...Britney. Oh god. Why is everyone bothering me? I don't like you. I DON'T LIKE YOU! YOU HEAR ME?! GET THAT IN YOUR FUCKING HEADS! I LOVE ALEXIA! NOT YOU OR YOU!" he pointed, and slowly focused in on Alexia who stood there in shock. "Oh god. I feel like killing myself." he turned and headed up the stairs.

"Justin?" she called, but he ignored her and proceeded down the hall, towards his room. She slowly turned to face Britney and Viviana who held clueless looks. A smirk slowly formed on her face. "You guys are the best. Thanks a lot. How much do I owe you?" she asked, pulling out her wallet. "Here." she handed Britney a hundred dollars, and the same for Viviana. "Thanks again." she watched the two head towards the door.

"No problem. Any time." Britney spoke, exiting the house.

"I'll see you later." Viviana exited the house, and closed the door. Alexia snickered and slowly headed up the stairs, and towards the room.

Justin quickly sat up in bed, breathing heavily. He gazed around the sinister room, realizing it was all a dream. He closed his eyes, and sighed of relief. "Thank God." he gazed to the side to focus in on Alexia who slept silently beside him. "Mmm. I love you." he whispered by her ear and placed a soft kiss on her cheek. He got more comfortable in bed, and slowly drifted back off to sleep.

The end


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