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FUCKED UP SITUATIONS was written in the middle of '00...never revised. Copyrighted in '00. I got the idea of writing this story from a friend of mines. Actually...it's VERY similar to what she went through. I won't say anything else. It took me a day to finish.

FUCKED UP SITUATIONS: 2000 novel
Rated R for language and violence

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Chapters: 10
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One Kiss
CHAPTER 4

     

IN THE CAR-ON THE ROAD

       Justin broke the silence in the car. “I can’t believe you guys fought. And you kick me in my dick”

       “Well you better believe it because it happened” he looked at her in disbelief.

       “You don’t have know remourse do you?” she didn’t answer. Justin couldn’t stop looking at the bruises on her face. She had a black eye, bust lip, and a few scratches on her face and neck. You could even see the bald spot of hair that had been pulled out.

       “Why are you constantly staring at me like that Justin? You act like you don’t even recognize me”

       “Well…that’s the problem Britney. I can’t really recognize you”.

       “So now you have jokes?”

       “No I don’t. it’s just that…that your face is all messed up and I can’t barely recognize the beauty in you. If I was a fan on the street and I saw you. I probably wouldn’t have recognized you either”.

       “Enough with your jokes Justin. And If I was you I wouldn’t be talking”.

       “Oh. So what are you trying to say?” Justin knew this conversation was going to get out of hand.

       “I’m trying to say. I think it’s over between us Justin”.

       “WHAT? NOW YOUWANNA BREAK UP WITH ME BECAUSE OF THE FIGHT?”

       “NO, because you tried to go behind my BACK AND SEE THAT SLUTTY EX OF YOURS!”

       “OH. SO NOW THIS IS ALL MY FAULT? NOBODY DIDN’T TELL YOU TO GO AND TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU’RE MRS. MACHO LADY!”

       “WHAT? MACHO LADY”

       “YES! MACHO LADY, AND I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU WOULD GO THIS FAR. YOU KNOW WHAT? I THINK YOU WANNA BREAK UP WITH ME ANY WAYS. WHAT ABOUT WHEN YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER BREAK UP WITH ME FOR SOMETHING STUPID. WELL THIS IS A STUPID SITUATION AND YOU’RE BREAKING UP WITH ME OVER IT. I SHOULD’VE KNOWN YOU WERE LYING JUST LIKE YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT NOT MAKING A FOOL OUT OF YOURSELF. WELL I COULD SEE THE ONLY BITCH AROUND HERE WHO’S ACTING LIKE A BITCH IS YOU! Just stop here so I could get out”

       Britney didn’t know what she had done. “Justin…please…”

       “STOP THE DAMN CAR!” she made a sudden stop. Justin got out but decided to get one more thing from her. He sat back in the car. Britney felt a little better because she thought he was going to stay.

       “There’s one more thing I want from you” Britney had a questioning look on her face. Justin reached over so he was a few inches from her face.

       “…a kiss” he kissed her and pulled away.

       “I’ll come get my belongings and my car in the morning”.

       “Oh please Justin…I didn’t mean for it to go this far. I’m sorry” he just ignored her statement and got out of the car and closed the door. Britney sat there teary eyed. “This is all my fault. What have I done?” she continued to cry.

       Justin caught a bus to Christina’s hotel. He got to her room door and knocked on the door. She opened it and covered her mouth in astonishment.

       “What are you doing here? You’ve caused enough trouble tonight bringing that whore of yours over here. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING JUSTIN?”

       “I was thinking about you. How much I wanted you. I know you have the right to be mad at me…”

       “YOU BET I DO!”

       “Well could you at least lower your voice down a little? I’m trying to talk in a calm and peaceful tone”.

       “Well. You still didn’t answer my question”

       “Oh. You mean what am I doing here?” she put her hand on her hip to wait for a response.

       “…Okay. Well me and Britney broke up. I guess because of what happened tonight”.

       “Oh really. Well I would’ve broken up with you too”

       “You already did that. I mean…I did”

       “Yeah, because you wanted that SLUT BRITNEY”.

       “I Don’t know what I was thinking. I wish their was a way I could get you to forgive me. I really would like to start all over”.

       “Oh. Well I already forgiven you”

       “You did?”

       “Yeah…there’s no hard feelings”. Justin sighed of relief. He was happy she forgave him.

       “Now I feel much better” he looked at Christina. He was waiting for her to say something, but she didn’t.

       “So. Aren’t you leaving tomorrow night?”

       “Oh…yeah. You just reminded me. I have to pack my things up”. Christina seemed to be daydreaming and he didn’t think she heard a thing he said.

       “So you do realize this is the last night we could spend some quality time together” he started eyeing her up and down in a sexy way. She was really getting turned on.

       “Well…yeah. I do.” She started to stammer.

       “So could I at least sleep here tonight? I’ll be out in the morning. That just reminds me I have to go look for a house tomorrow”

       “Why?”

       “Remember I just told you Britney and I broke up?”

       “Oh yeah. Well come in” she stepped aside so he could come in. she closed the door behind him. “So you two really broke up. I knew it wasn’t going to last. Britney isn’t good for you. She didn’t deserve you”.

       “Well I thought it was going to last”.

       “I’ll go get you a pillow and a cover to sleep on. Do you want to shower first?”

       “Uh…Sure” he looked around the room.

       “Okay. Well here’s a shirt and some shorts you could wear” Justin looked at the shirt and shorts. The shorts were too small for him. He looked at the tag and it read: size 4

       “Christy. I don’t think this would fit me” he smiled at the shorts. “You are so small” she smiled at him. She looked at the shorts and realized they were too small.

       “Oh sorry. I’ll get you a bigger pair”. She looked in her suitcase and found some sweat shorts that were stretchy. “These should work”. He looked at them and stretched them out.

       “Yeah they should. Thanks baby”.

       “What was that? You just called me baby”.

       “Oh. I did? Well you’ll have to excuse me. I’m use to calling Britney that”

       “OH!” that’s all she could say. She was starting to feel something for him. She never had really gotten over Justin.

       “Christy?” she turned to face him. He gave her a sexy look. “Would you like to come join me?” she was speechless. She didn’t know what to say. Justin giggled. “I’m just kidding. I don’t think it’s the time to be showing each other out stuff. Especially mine. You would just be blinded by it”. He waited for a response and all she did was smile. “I’m joking again” he shook his head and went in the bathroom to take a shower. 15 minutes later he opened the door to ask for a towel. Christina gave him a towel and continued to watch television. Justin then came out with clothes on, Christina gave him.

       “Whoo. That’s just what I needed. A nice warm shower” he rubbed through his wet hair with a towel to dry it. Christina walked up to him.

       “Justin…I…I miss you so much”. He looked at her very confused. He didn’t know what she was trying to get at.

       “What do you mean?”

       “I miss your romantic touch. Your kiss. I miss everything of you”

       “I didn’t know you felt that way about me”.

       “There was one thing Britney was right about. I did wanted you to come over here so we could…not the ‘fuck’ word Britney used, but the ‘make love to you’ word that I would use. I just wanted you to make love to me. You are the first person I ever fell in love with. As soon as we broke up I never saw another man. I gave my virginity to you. I gave the world to you. But I don’t think I satisfied you enough”. Christina started to cry.

       “Don’t cry. Everything’s going to be okay”. He comforted her in his arms and rubbed her back soothingly. She released from his embrace.

       “No. everything’s not going to be okay. If I can’t be with you and do the things we use to do, then everything’s not going to be okay. Probably to you, but not me”. She sat on the bed. “Justin. You’re probably never going to speak to me every again after I tell you my secret. It happened two years ago”. Justin had a confused look on his face.

      “…Well I went to the doctor’s office two months after we broke up and they said I was…” she took a deep breath.

       “Don’t tell me?” Justin sat next to her.

       “…I was pregnant” Justin felt his knees weaken. He didn’t know what to do.

       “ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME? JUSTIN YOU HAVE A ONE YEAR OLD DAUGHTER NAME JENNIFER  TIMBERLAKE. SHE’S WITH MY MOM AT HOME. SHE’S WATCHING HER FOR ME WHILE I’M ON TOUR”.

       “I can’t believe your telling me this. Are you sure she’s my child?”

       “YES JUSTIN. She is. You were the first person I ever had sex with and the last person I ever had sex with. So she is your baby”.

       “Why didn’t you tell me earlier. You WAITED  A YEAR AGO TO TELL ME I’M A FATHER!”

       “Well I would’ve told you EARLIER, BUT YOU DUMPED ME FOR BRITNEY AND YOU CHANGED YOUR NUMBER SO I COULDN’T CONTACT YOU. IT WAS ONLY NOW I REALIZED I COULD GET INFORMATION FROM THE RECORD COMPANY. I’M SORRY JUSTIN. I know I must’ve ruined you life. I understand if you never forgive me”.

       “Look I’m sorry for yelling. I didn’t mean to. I just didn’t know how to react when I heard that I was father”. He pulled her in his arms and kissed her softly on the lips. He then broke away.

       “Could I see the baby? I would love to see my child”.

       “You could. If you come with me back to New Jersey tomorrow night”.

       “I will do that”. And they continued to kiss.


Chapter 5