Inside information: Okay...I actually FINISHED this story, and no one's reading it. HARD TO GET was written in the middle of '01...never revised. Copyrighted in '01. It took me a month to finish.

HARD 2 GET: 2001 novel
Rated R for language and violence

CHAPTERS:
1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Chapters: 4
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*~Hard 2 Get~*

~*Chapter 3*~

~8:02 p.m.~

Beverly stepped on the porch, and knocked on the door. Suddenly the door flew open and there stood Justin wearing a casual outfit. “Well hello there. You look beautiful.”

“Thank you.” she eyed his outfit. “You don’t look too bad yourself.” he smiled.

“Come in.” he stepped to the side, and watched her walk in. “You could have a seat anywhere.” he closed the door and locked it. She followed him in the living room where Jesse, his son was located.

“And who is this little fella? He looks just like you, Justin.” he chuckled.

“This is my son, Jesse. Jesse…say hello to a good friend of mine, Beverly.”

“Hi, Beverly.” she smiled.

“Hello, Jesse. Are you joining us for dinner?” he nodded.

“Yes ma‘am.”

“Great.”

“Well…follow me in the dining room.” she held Jesse’s hand, and followed Justin in the dining room. He pulled out a seat for here, and watched her sit down.

“Thank you.”

“You welcome. Jesse…that is how you’re suppose to treat a lady. Remember that.” he chuckled. “I’ll be right back.” she smiled, and glanced at Jesse.

“So…how old are you, Jesse?”

“Four.” her eyes lit up.

“Really? I thought you were about six. Haha. Well that’s my fault.” she looked up to see Justin sitting a plate in front of her. “Mmm wow. This smells delicious.” he smirked, and sat a plate in front of Jesse, and took his seat.

“Well…let’s play.” they all looked hands together and closed their eyes. “Dear heavenly father, thank you for putting food on our table and clothes on our backs. Also a roof over our head. We are very thankful for this food that we’re about to receive. Amen.”

“Amen.” Beverly added, and opened her eyes to stare at Justin, who was eyeing her. She smiled, and picked up her fork. “This looks very delicious. Did you cook this yourself?”

“Yes ma’am.” he chewed on his pork chop while staring at her.

“So…where’s your mother, Jesse?” she asked as she sipped her coke.

“She’s home…with her boyfriend.”

“Hmm…her boyfriend?” he nodded.

“Yes ma’am.” she chuckled

“You are so cute…just like your father.” she glared at Justin, and winked. “He is so beautiful.” he blushed.

“So are you.” he responded while continue staring at her. She continued to eye him while chewing on her pork chop.

“Daddy could I get some more juice?” he broke the eye contact to stare at Jesse.

“Um…sure. I’ll be back.” he stood up, and entered the kitchen.

“Piss.” she hissed. “Jesse…could you let me in on a little secret? Does your dad have a girlfriend?”

“Uh…no ma’am. I never saw him with a lady, but you.” she nodded.

“Well does he ever mention me?” she whispered.

“Yes ma’am. All the time.” her eyes lit up.

“Really? Good or bad things?”

“Good.” she looked up to see Justin entering the dining room. He sat a cup juice in front of him and took his seat.

“I see you people don’t believe in using the same cups.” she joked. He chuckled, and stuffed a portion of rice in his mouth.

“And I see you don’t believe in love at first sight.” she held a confused look.

“What do you mean?”

“Um…never mind. I would continue but…there’s a little child in our presence.” she nodded, and sipped her coke.

“Where’s your restroom? I need to take a leak.”

“Um…it’s down that hall to your right.”

“Thank you. Excuse me.” he watched her leave the dining room area.

“Daddy’s she’s pretty.” Jesse spoke up.

“Haha. I know.” he continued to eat his food.

~~**~~**~~

Beverly sat on the sofa by Justin, and watched television. “Haha. Did you see that? He’s so fucking retarded. Ahaha.” she ate Doritos.

“Yeah. Jim Carey is something.” he glanced at her.

“Why are you so quiet? Are you normally like this?”

“Um…” he glanced at her smooth legs. “Only when I’m around a beautiful lady. It kinda makes me a little nervous. I’m normally shy…when I’ve first met a lady…that I’m attracted to.”

“Aw…really? So you’re kinda shy now?” he chuckled led.

“I WAS…but not anymore.”

“Hmm.” she nodded, and focused back in on the television screen. “Do you mind if I turn the volume up a bit? I can’t hardly hear.”

“Sure. Go ahead.” he watched her bend over and push the volume button. His eyes glared at her rear end that flashed him perfectly. She took her seat by him, and continued to eat her Doritos.

“Much better.”

“How come you’re so beautiful?” she gazed to the side to stare at him.

“Pardon me?”

“How come you’re so beautiful? Inside and out?” she shrugged her shoulders.

“Um…I have no idea. I dunno.” she held her head down.

“I’m just very curious. Forgive me.” she looked up to stare at him.

“No…it’s okay. Just like you said…you’re just curious. There’s no harm in asking a simple question.” he smiled warmly.

“If I was to ask for a kiss…would you give me it?”

“Well…” she brushed her hair behind her ear, and licked her lips. “It depends.”

“On what?” his voice sounded so angelic, and smooth. It made chills go down her spine.

“Um…” he gulped down, and refused to meet eye contact with him. No telling what she would do, because he was beginning to turn her on one hundred percent. “Will it lead to the next level?”

“What level? When we’re making love?” he slowly moved in closer to her.

“Ha…yeah. That level.” she spoke softly while gazing at his luscious looking lips.

“Hmm good question. Well it depends how we’re feeling now. If you’re getting turned on…I’m pretty sure we’re gonna end up on that level.” she licked her lips. “So are you turned on?” she hesitated to speak at first.

“Well…”

“There’s nothing wrong with being turned on. It happens to me all the time.” he paused. “I’m getting turned on now…just looking at those legs of yours.” she blushed.

“You sort of…turned me on with your voice, and that sexy look on your face.”

“Haha. I didn’t know that would turn a lady on. Maybe I should try it more often.” she giggled. “So…if I asked you could I have a kiss…would you grant my request?”

“Ummmmm….let me seeee. A peck or a real one?”

“A real one. Long…and slow.” she bit the bottom of her lip as she thought.

“Do you think it’s gonna lead to the next level?”

“Why don’t we try it and see.” he held a sexy grin.

“Oh God…please stop looking at me like that. You give my body signals of hot sex.” he exploded into laughter.

“Sorry. I’m really sorry, but I can’t help the way I look. I’m not doing it on purpose.” her eyes lit up.

“Oh really? So you can look sexy without trying?”

“Um…I don’t know. I guess.” he cleared his throat. “Now as I was saying…will you grant my request?” he slowly leaned in closer, and rubbed through her hair while staring in her eyes.

“Um…sure.” he slowly met lips with hers, and entered his tongue in her mouth. He massaged her tongue vigorously as he skimmed her back. She layed on her back as he climbed on top of her without parting lips. “Mmm.” he broke away, and begin kissing down her neck. She watched him unbutton her top, and kiss down her neck. “Um…Justin?” he paused, and looked up to stare at her. “I don’t think we should be doing this down here. Jesse may…barge in on us. Do you have somewhere a little more…secluded?”

“Oh…sure.” he stood up, and led her up the stairs. “We could use my bedroom.”

“Fine.” she followed him in the room, and closed the door. He brushed her chin softly, and slowly removed her top. She turned to face her back to him, allowing him to unbutton her bra. She dropped it to the floor, and turned around to face him. His eyes focused in on her chest area. He watched her unbutton then unzip his pants, and thrust them down. He massaged her breast while she kissed down his chest.

“I wanna see all of you…please.” he whispered. He watched her slowly thrust off her shorts, and thong. “God you’re so beautiful.” she layed on her back and watched him thrust off his boxers. Her eyes lit up of astonishment. No where in her life did she see much beauty. He climbed on top of her, and pecked her on the lips. She wrapped her arms around his neck as he kissed down her neck. “Do you want me to see protection?” he looked up to stare in her eyes.

“Um…” she gulped down. “No. You’re fine. That’s…if you want.”

“Okay.” he nibbled lightly on her neck as she felt his erection pulsate against her thigh.

“Um…is it going to hurt?” he massaged her breast while sucking on her nipples.

“It may in the beginning. It depends how tight you are.” he paused. “Don’t be nervous. You have nothing to worry about. Just…trust me. I won’t hurt you.” she nodded.

“Okay.” he smiled.

“I’m just wanna make you more wet. So it will be easier to for me to…slide through.” she nodded.

“Alright.” she spoke audible.

“If it hurts badly…just grab on to something. It will go away, and you’ll start to enjoy it.” she smiled.

“Okay. I’m ready.”

“Alright.” suddenly he inserted a finger in her clit. She gasped, and arched her back. “Oh God.” she whimpered lowly as he fingered her slowly.

“Are you okay?” she wrenched her face in pain.

“Um…a little. Ohhhh…”

“You’re getting so wet. I’m gonna enter you now, okay? Just relax.” she took a deep breath to calm her nerves as he positioned himself between her legs.

“I’m so scared.” she whispered. “I don’t think I could do this. It might hurt really bad.”

“Shhh…it will only hurt for a few minutes then it will sooth down, and begin to feel good. Just trust me. I will NEVER do anything to hurt you.” she licked her lips, and wrapped her arms around him.

“Okay. I trust you.” she sighed heavily. “I’m ready now.”

“Okay. Just grit your teeth if it’s too painful.” he spoke by her ear, suddenly entering her half way.

“Ohhh God.” she wrapped her legs tighter around his waist, and bit the bottom of her lip. He suddenly plunged completely into her. Her eyes shot wide open, and she gasped. “Oh…God. Oh my…God. Mmm Jussttinnnn. Oh Jussttinnnn.” he pulled out of her, and entered her once again while staring in her watery eyes. She gazed deeply in his eyes without flinching as he moved slowly.

“Feelin’ okay?” he kissed down her neck.

“I…I think so.” she sniffled. He plunged further in her, hearing her whimper loudly. “Justin…I…I…oh God.” she cried silently. “I…I love you.”

“Oh baby, I love you too.” he slowly met lips with hers.

~Later on~

Beverly trembled as tears flowed down her cheeks. He looked up to stare in her glistening eyes. “Are you okay? You’re shaking.” she continued to lock eyes with him as she felt numbed all over. It felt like she couldn’t move a muscle. “Are you alright?”

“Um…” she sniffled. “Yes.”

“How did you like it?” he asked as he plunged further in her. She whimpered loudly, never breaking the eye contact.

“Ohhh…mmm it was…amazingly beautiful. I’ve never felt…the kind of feeling I just witnessed now. I never knew…” she begin to cry. “…making love could feel so wonderful.” she begin to cry even harder.

“Shhh…don’t cry. Everything’s gonna be alright.” he kissed her on the forehead. “You’ll be fine.” he slowly pulled out of her, and layed on his back beside her. She sniffled, and rolled on her side to stare at him.

“Um…I’m sorry for reacting that way. I think I’m gonna just…leave.” she stood up, and grabbed her thong.

“No.” he stood up. “Please stay. For me…please.” he wrapped his arms around her waist, and pecked her on the lips. She sighed, and looked the other direction.

“I don’t know. Are you sure?”

“Positive. I don’t want you to leave yet.” she bit the bottom of her lip  teasingly.

“Alright.”

“Great.” she broke from his grip, and climbed on the bed. “Will you stay the night with me?” she faced him, and rubbed through his hair.

“Sure. I don’t have anything planned tomorrow.” she climbed on top of him, and kissed down his neck. “I didn’t know you were so huge. I’m so sore.” he trailed his hands down her back, and gripped her buttocks. “I feel so different now.” she looked up to stare in his eyes. “Weren’t your eyes blue yesterday?”

“Yeah. They change colors…depending what mood I’m in.”

“So if they’re…grayish looking…like they are now…what mood is that?”

“When they’re gray…it means I’m feeling sexy…like now.” he spoke huskily.

“Ooh. Sounds nice. What about when they’re blue?”

“I’m happy when they’re blue…sand when they’re brown. Angry when they’re greenish looking. HOT when they are grayish. Those are all the colors they change.”

“Cool.” she flashed her teeth. 

“Yeah…cool.” he chuckled, and kissed her on the lips.

“Are you hungry? I have junk food.”

“Cool. I love junk food.”

“Great.” she moved form off of him, and stood up. He grabbed two robes, and handed her one. “Jesse may be up. You wouldn’t want him to see you. Usually…I walk around the house naked when no one’s here.”

“Haha.” he held her hand, and led her out of the room.


Chapter 4

ALL WORK COPYRIGHTED BY SHONA 2001