Selfish
Chapter 6

Later that night (11:59 p.m.)

Justin sat at his desk, writing out song lyrics on a sheet of notebook paper. He rubbed his temples soothingly as he thought hard about his thoughts. A tapping sound woke him out of the trance. He quickly gawked to the side to gaze at his bedroom window. Someone stood outside, tapping on the window. He couldn't recognize the person, because of his distance. "Who is that?" he stood up and approached the window, instantly realizing who it is. "Kiara?" he lifted the glass, and kneeled down, poking his head out of the window. "Hey. What are you doing still up?"

"Um..." she shivered from the cool wind gusting by her. "Would you mind letting me in? It's chilly out here." his eyes lit up.

"Oh. Sorry. Give me a minute." he closed the window, and headed towards the back door located in his room. He unlocked it, and pulled it open. "Come in." she entered the room, still rubbing the sides of her arms to warm up herself. "Have a seat anywhere."

"You have a cozy room." she spoke, taking a seat on his bed. He locked the door, and turned to face her. Her eyes slowly trailed down his nicely shaped figure. He only wore silky boxers at the time which turned her on.

"You okay?" he asked, slowly gazing down to apprehend what she was staring at. "Oh. Sorry. I'll throw some clothes on."

"NO! Um...it's okay. Really. Ha." he shrugged his shoulders, and took a seat at his desk. 

"I was just...writing a song. I couldn't sleep so...I figured it would help me...occupy my time." she brushed her hair back as she kept quiet.

"Could I...hear it? That's if you don't mind."

"Well...I don't mind. I'm not finished with it though, but...I'll just let you hear what I have so far." he grabbed his notebook, and gazed at the lyrics. "Okay." he cleared his throat, and took a deep breath. "On that sunny day...didn't know I'd meet...SUCH A BEAUTIFUL GIRLLLLL walkin' down the street. Seen those BRIGHT BROWN EYES...with tears comin' downnnn. She deserves a crown, but where is it now? Momma listennn. Senorita...I feel for youuu. You deal with things...that you don't have toooo. He doesn't love ya'. I can tell by his charmmm. But you can feel this realll loveee...if you just lay in my...then I pause there and...come in with this." he spoke. "Runnin' fast through my mind. Girl won't you slow it downnnn. If we carry on this way this thing might leave the groundddd. How would you like to fly? Does some more quench you right? But you still deserve a crownn. Well hasn't it been found? Mama listennnn..Senorita...I feel for youuuu. You deal with thingsss that you don't have tooo. He doesn't love ya'. I can tell by his charmmm. But you can feel this realll loveee if you just lay in my armmsss armmsss a-a-arrmssss. Armsss arrmmmsss a-a-armmmss. Armmsss armmsss a-a-arrmsss." he repeated. "Armsss armsss a-a-arrmsss." she sat there, in a daze. "That's...all I have so far, but...I plan to finish it. So...how do you like it?"

"Um..." she woke up out of the trance, and held her head down, still a little dazed. "I didn't know...you could sing like that. I...loved it...a lot." he smiled sincerely.

"Good because...I wrote it for you." her eyebrows lifted up in amaze.

"Really? You...you did?" she asked a little surprised.

"Yep." he sat his notebook on the desk, and stood up, taking a seat beside her. "Kiara...you should know how I feel about you. I...confessed everything earlier today, but...just like you said...you don't want to take that risk again. And...I perfectly understand. It's just...sometimes...you have to." he scrutinized her carefully.

"I know. That's why...I came here. I want to...apologize for...the way I behaved. You were right. It wouldn't hurt to try again, and...it just wasn't fare of me to blame you for...what this guy and that guy did to me. I'm...truly sorry. And...I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me." he chuckled softly.

"I wasn't...upset with you in the first place. I just...was a little surprised at the way you reacted and all. I've never...seen that part of you in the TWO days we've been together. Ahaha."

"Hmm." she kept her eyes on him, slowly gazing at his lips, then at his chest. "You're just...too perfect for some reason. Why? I...I don't understand it. That's another thing that...made me nervous. I've never...met a guy like you before. I don't know why I was so...ignorant to take everything out on you. So...stupid of me. I mean...you were nice enough to...help me unpack my things, and...you kept me company when I needed it. Damn. I'm a mean person."

"No no. You're not mean. You're far from that. You're...beautiful...inside out. Stop making it a big deal. It's not that serious. Really." he held his head down, thinking of a few things.

"Justin?" she called. He slowly looked up to lock eyes with hers.

"Yeah?" she gradually leaned in, pecking him on the lips. His eyes lit up of surprise. She pulled away, gazing in his eyes. "Wha...what was that for?" she chuckled, shrugging her shoulders in response.

"I just felt like doing it. Is that a problem with you?" she spoke teasingly.

"Um...no. Of coarse not. Ha." she once again met lips with his, but this time with tongue. She caressed tongues with his dilently.

"Mmm." she moaned softly between his lips. He groaned deeply, placing his hand on her cheek as things began to hop to the next level. He could feel her hand roaming up his thigh and underneath his boxers where his growing arousal was located.

"Uh..." he placed his hand on top of hers, stopping her in her tracks before she could reach his manhood. "I..." he pulled away to gaze in her eyes. "I don't think we should...take this any further. I mean...I don't...want you to think...I'm that type of guy. I don't want you for..."

"I know." she interrupted. "Don't you think I would have left you alone a long time ago?" a smile leisurely formed on his face. He held her hand, placing a soft kiss on it while standing up.

"Give me a minute." she watched him lock his door, and turn to face her. "Now...we can began." he smirked, slowly approaching her.

Chapter 7

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